* to the tune of ... spiderman theme song*

theooology ... theooology ... drives a personnnnnn complet batty .... have to write ... a paper ... gotta get it done today ......LOOK OUT ....... helm hates theology.........

*the end*

*psssssssssssst* I acutally don't hate theology....just greatly dislike having to write a paper when I'd rather be in bed listening to country music.....arg-ness.....so goes life

I have to do homework all day ..... helm raiser is not looking forward to it at all..... well .... guess i better ... uhh ... get that done

Well where in the hEe hAw do I start. I spend all day today working on those 10 foot banners for Sr.High. Once again surrounded by paint. my day was inturupted by meals that, on the most part, did not satisfy any need in my system. I finished the banners around 3 pm this afternoon (wonderful and surprising.....only by God's grace was I able to finish them in that amount of time) and I had to spend the rest of the afternoon writing a paper that is due next week.
I had vegtables for supper.....(the meal offered was leftovers and I have been having troubles digesting the food here so I didn't want to eat it.) I had a plate full of vegtables.

I am so fully exhausted right now. My legs, everytime I stand, shake because the muscles are so strained b/c i've been standing in extremly weird positions and kneeling in weird positions for like two days now....that's hard on the legs.

tonight was no help. me and three others are helping the youth groups in k-town put on a once a month "city wide youth event". Tonight was the first night. So I worked on my homework, ate a plate of veggies and then got in a van and booked it to k-town to spend energy that I didn't have on youth that didn't want to look like fools.

it was a great night. lots was done. our team did worship, and a friend of mine spoke, me and this guy did this really short powerful drama and other than that is was yer typical youth night. We were acting like fools all night so that these kids could feel comfortable around us....it should work.

I am going to go to bed now.....I can't keep my eyes open.....I can hardly walk....I've been playing basketball all night (and sprained my finger, this then makes typing very hard and painful) and I still have a paper to write and a mid term to study for and Sr High to get ready. What a crazy two weeks.

I pray that I will be able to stand come Sr High.....I know I will.....I guess it's after that I'm worried about....I'm scared to see the wreck i'll be.......oh well........
Good Nite one and all.......until another time.............

Man do I have a lot to say............. Let's get this party started.
Today was the begining of something called "Prep Weekend". This is an intense three days er so where we go buck in the bible school putting up decorations for the crazy youth weekend called Encounter (aka Sr High). So today...I got up bright and early and headed to the chapel for some worship and then I spent the rest of the day in on of the class rooms with the doors shut (huge mistake) and windows closed (another act of my stupidity) and I spent the day...yes that is correct...alll day....painting banners that are going to be hung in the church.

I am very high right now............

Next weekend is the craziness and it's so psychotic around here right now. We all have major assignments due at the begining of next week so it's all crazy because we have to spend the weekend working on decorations.....

The high (tee hee) point in my day is the fact that I get to spend all day tomorrow doing the same thing.....and they expect me to do homework when the whole school is high from the smell of paint and vinyl......

Chow.....time to eat.

I have nothing of substance to say tonight............my apologies

I don't know what to write. I have so much to say. So much I want to avoid saying.

God is doin'........birthing would be the proper term...........things in me. I can't explain. God never gives me details. I don't know what the fruit of all this is going to be. I don't really want to know. I just have this intense desire to survive this moment. It's this constant day to day living under the weight of the awareness of the glory of God. it's so strange. It's like i'm experiancing every emotion to it's extreme...I spend most of my days on the verge of tears and i have no clue why. i'm not particularly sad about anything, just so sensitive to things, spiritually.

so my daily struggel now becomes how do i find the balance between letting God do his "thing" in me but as well as trying to do my studies....anyway......

I might join the reserves this summer....do some basic training......we'll see.

So yesterday I deliberately forgot one important stapel of Student life.....I shall go on about it in a moment.

The item in discussion is none other than a hackey sack. Yes it is true.....

Not only does it provide a means of buring off all of the cafeteria food that gets consumed at college, but it improves your cordination with others. Should some punk in class decided to throw something at me I can catch it without even thinking. That's right......my spidey senses are up and my reflexes are fast. yeah it's all good

So littlebear I didn't forget hackey sack...I just thought it deserved a full post to itself......(better watch it littlebear, i'm getting really good again......teehee)

So I discoverd some stapels of student life while attending college full time. They are as follows:
1)Lipton Chicken Noodle soup (the package kind, original)
2)Herbal Essence Shampoo and Conditioner (the one rare treat of being poor)
3)Novels and or reading material that has nothing to do with studies
4)Superhero schtuff, so as to occupy your procrastination hours
5)Chai......lots of chai......
6)Hot chocolate.....of every variety
7)Chai.........oops i said that already
8)Lipton Chicken Noodle soup.....see #1
9)colourful scarves so as to make my room NOT look like a hospital
10)Blogger and a journal