Saturday, November 15, 2003

Randomness for the moment:

History teaches us that men and nations behave wisely once they have exhausted all other alternatives.
Abba Eban (1915 - 2002)

-the following is an peice of a poem that i can never get enough of.......anyone wanna play name that poem?! lol

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the darkness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore!"
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!" --
Merely this, and nothing more.

-howza about another quote:

He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.
Friedrich Nietzsche

-and another:

Insanity in individuals is something rare - but in groups, parties, nations and epochs, it is the rule. -Nietzsche

-this one is dear to my heart and so very close to my experiance:

It is hard enough to remember my opinions, without also remembering my reasons for them!-Nietzsche

Thursday, November 13, 2003

i realized today that i haven't posted since i returned here to school.
i have returned.
We got back safely.
i didn't sleep at all because i can't sleep in a vehicle. So for me it was a long 10 hours but only because i can't sleep in vehicels.
we got back at a decent time around 11:30 at night so thankfully we weren't out crazy late.

I just laugh my head off because everything since i have returned to this place has been directly related to all that is going on in my head. It's really funny. Good....but really funny.

So i need to go now and start to tackle all of my homework......ciao

Tuesday, November 11, 2003

as the pattern always goes, this weekend has sped by much to quickly for my liking. I am overwhelmed with how much i love the people i know here. They are priceless gifts in my life and i am so happy that i could get to see them even if it was for a short moment.

I had this huge post all layed out in my mind about what i thought of the third matrix instalment (i think i spelt that wrong) and my roomate little bear beat me to the punch so i know it's lame but if you wanna know what i think then read her post.

it's always bitter sweet eh.
i want to stay here. Being here reminds me what it's like to be on my own. To make my own food, take care of bills, worry about transit and whether i'm going to catch the right bus and get to the right place on time. I miss being on my own.
i am totally overwhelmingly thankful that i even have the opportunity to spend eight months wholly devoted to study. That all i worry about is making sure i do my best at what's before me, getting homework done, and being the best person i know how to be.

So this is partially on my mind. I've been toiling over whether i'm going to return next semester to school. I don't think i'm going to explain it right here and now, but maybe sometime i will. We'll see....this is just a thought.

10 hour car ride in prairie i come.....*gRrrrRrr*

Monday, November 10, 2003

i just saw the Matrix 3.....
highly entertaining movie.....
cinematography was incredable.....
very fun movie.

it unbelievable all of the things that have gone on this weekend.
I love the people i know in this city.....