Saturday, February 14, 2004

I miss the pain

You know the feeling after you work a long day at work? Yer feet are sore, yer mind is sore, and you get home and just crash. I really miss that feeling. I think that is why i miss not having a job so much. I miss coming home after a long day of work and being physically exhausted.
So to fend off this situation that I cannot really change right now I have beefed up my workout schedual. Because it is so nice to feel physically exhausted every now and then. I mean in this place it is my spiritual, mental, and emotional side that is getting the intense work out. I need to be getting my physical body invovled in the workout or I'll end up lop-sided. I being lop-sided.

So i worked out this afternoon for 45 minuets. Man it was a good feeing. And then I had a glorious shower afterwords. mmmmm...there is nothing like working really hard and then being able to have a nice shower after. It was a good precursor to

It is so nice to be here at this school when hardly anyone is around. The quiet is a beautiful thing. I don't take time to be quiet enough. It has been on my heart for sometime now....I guess i should get off my lazy arse and do it....I'm off to phone my ma....ciao

Friday, February 13, 2004

I guess its time

what I mean is that I guess it is time that I start blogging again. I haven't had too much to say as of late because i have had a lot on my mind. Whatever.

well that's the extent of my
i'm going to go spend some serious time with the piano....I love playing the piano. mmmmmm

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

The Hobbit....

some riddles for ya'll:

#1- What has roots as nobody sees,
Is taller than trees
Up, Up it goes,
And yet never grows?

#2 - Thirty white horses on a red hill,
First they champ,
Then they stamp,
Then they stand still?

#3- Voiceless it cries,
Wingless flutters,
Toothless bites,
Mouthless mutters?

#4 - it cannot be seen, cannot be felt,
cannot be heard, cannot be smelt,
It lies behind stars and under hills,
And empty holes it fills,
It comes first and follows after,
Ends life, Kills laughter?


Monday, February 09, 2004

At midnight in the month of June,
I stand beneath the mystic moon.
An opiate vapour, dewy, dim,
Exhales from out her golden rim,
And, softly dripping, drop by drop,
Upon the quiet mountain top.
Steals drowsily and musically
Into the univeral valley.
The rosemary nods upon the grave;
The lily lolls upon the wave;
Wrapping the fog about its breast,
The ruin moulders into rest;
Looking like Lethe, see! the lake
A conscious slumber seems to take,
And would not, for the world, awake.
All Beauty sleeps! -- and lo! where lies
(Her easement open to the skies)
Irene, with her Destinies!
-Edgar Allen Poe

Sunday, February 08, 2004

Beautiful weather

The weather will reach zero degrees here for a few days. This is a beautiful thing. It has been bouncing around minus 5 as of late and this is also a beautiful thing. I can actually take my time walking from my dorm to the complex and vise versa....breath the amazing air......*sigh*......fresh air is so wonderful.

I just took apart my blanket apart. The one i had been crocheting for the last week or so. The tension was all messed up. So now I am avoiding my homework so that i can relax and priorities are all screwed.

This semester is speeding by at light sounded funny....bahahahaha.
my assignments are creeping up on me......*gasp*.
Guess i should get my head out of all of the things i wanna do and try and finish them before i am royaly messed.

ciao, i need to get some crocheting in before the Grammys tonight, and Alias....