Friday, April 23, 2004



I love how the Spirit witnesses to us spirit things in our beings.

I love how He stirs things in those deep places where nothing else can touch.

I love when things resonate so profoundly that you are left with no words

I love when I go to my room shaking because I have spent the day hearing things that ring so deep within me....

God is so good.....What an honour to be called his....

Thursday, April 22, 2004



Humor is emotional chaos remembered in tranquility.
--James Thurber


Emotional chaos remembered in tranquility eh?
This year has definately been emotionally chaotic.
Maybe that's why I find things so blo.ody hillarious!

Laughter sets the spirit free to move through even the most tragic of circumstances. It helps us shake our heads clear, get our feet back under us, restoring our sense of balance and purpose. Humor is integral to our peace of mind and to our ability to go beyond survival.
--Captain Gerald Coffee POW in Vietnam for seven years


thought that quote was supah cool......
humour gets us through the things we don't know how to survive..I have gone beyond survival because of the humour of my friends around me this semester.....

Wednesday, April 21, 2004



Grad is in 2 days....

"Every time I close the door on reality it comes in through the windows"

God always makes sure that I have a handle on reality.
Sometimes i wonder why.
It can be so easy for me to fly off to another place in my mind and - quite honestly - stay there.

I must have lots of windows in my mind for reality to keep shinning through because I have closed a lot of doors on reality.....I guess that means it is really sunny up there eh?

curtains....where are the curtains.....

Sunday, April 18, 2004



it's near

The day when I have to say "see ya later" to soo many good friends draws very near. Grad is always a bitter sweet time.

On one hand you feel as though you will always see the people you have been seeing for eight months so you don't think anything of the fact that it is the end of the school year....

On the other hand the reality that a lot of the people you have grown too love in eight months aren't going too return in the fall throws some serious reality into the situation. It sucks.... This is what Grad weekend brings.

On a seriously bright side though, I get to see some good friends that have been away this year doing their internships and that will be sweet...getting to spend a weekend with them....

It is annoying how I have a serious lack of things to talk about when - all of a sudden - my assignments and responsibility to be in class disapears...how odd is that.

In....ummm...let me count.....3 weeks I start my job with the college. Recruitment will kick into high gear and I will be out and about hanging out with youth groups, highschool students, camps and Street Invaders.

It is going to be a bit strange going from full time studies to full time recruitment. It's like finally getting comfortable writing with your right hand and then ily getting it lopped off and having to write with your left hand....

no it's not like that at all.....

Rather it's like being put in a situation where you have to be the "administrator" and nothing else...so you get used to thinking that way...then all of a sudden you are throw back into....lifegaurding....working with people all day... and you have to use a totally new side of your brain.

I realize that it probably won' be like either of those situations...
Praise be to God I am the type of person that can ease into different situations with relative calm and adaptability.......I have no fears about this summer...
except that i won't be able to get in shape...oi...

Well...i am going to grab some lushious H20 and then go work out....
My motto at the moment..."Avoid studying at all costs..."

It's horrible..I know....