i went to sleep last night and in my mind something happened that hasn't happened in a long time...
you see...i think to much....this has always been a blessing but more often than not it has been a curse.
Most of my life i have had intense difficulty sleeping be/c as soon as my head hits the pillow my head starts racing like it hasn't thought all day long and i can never sleep b/c my mind won't shut up. Well occasionally throughout my life something has happened in my thoughts that i haven't been able to control. this is what happened again last night. so as i'm lying there my mind racing, all of a sudden it sounds like a war in my head.
fighter jets flying over, helicopters hovering, tanks slowly rolling by. but these sounds don't just pass on by; no they are constant and deafening to the point where i can't even hear my own thoughts that are trying so hard to be heard; striving for attention like a toddler who wants to be the centre of the world.
this goes on for quite a few minuets and then all of a sudden i fall asleep to the sounds of fighter jets, helicopters and tanks constantly rolling around in my heads.
i'm sure i feel asleep smiling.
than i had a weird dream. the dream toally all day has left a "feeling" ing in y spirit even now....i'll see flashbacks of it all day and it's really odd......anyway....
yeah....i'm just apparently really daft......
