I laugh at how God works in my life.
So i had this job interview that I was excited for.
It was for this marketing company, dealing with people one on one, lots of money, room for advancing etc. It honestly sounded a bit too good to be true. I walked into the building, made it through their screening and then at the end of the presentation of the company I got hired. I should be happy right?
I phoned my mom to tell her how the interview went. She was a mother and expressed her worries. This was fine I've really come to appreciate her input in my life. As much as I get frustrated, or hurt, or depressed I've still come to a place where I appreciate her mothering. After our conversation I was left feeling.....deflated. My excitment was of being hired was no longer there. So I go to my room and just sit on my bed. I sat and thought about what my mother said and I really realized how I was feeling. I thought back to the interview and the time that I spent there.
I realized that since the moment I walked into that place, I had an uneasy feeling. Something wasn't sitting right. I don't think that it was anything about the corporation but just my part with it and God's plan for my summer. This job didn't fit. It took my phone call to my mother to realize that I felt that before I even spoke with her.
So that's what I mean when I say that I laugh at how God works in my life.
I hope that i continue to grow in my awareness of God. That I might continue to learn how to be sensitive to His spirit, that I might continue to learn how to alligne my heart, my life, my mind to His heartbeat. That I might be a
living sacrifice.