gentle, consistent, strong challenge.
God has been challenging me lately...this is not perticularly a bad thing, except that of course the "me" in me s it and is rebelling in whatever ways are nearest to me at the moment. Currently this is happening by my lack of disapline in the homework department.
God is asking a lot of me and I am fearful in attempting to give it to him.
I think it maybe because i am fearful of failing. I do not want to give God my everything and end up with certain types of responsibility and then screw up. The more you hang out in the presence of the Almighty God the more you see what a wretch you are, I know my nature. I am fearful that I won't be able to trust God, that I will try to do things on my own strength and then I'll screw up something, or someone, and be held accountable for those things that I do. I know I will be held accountable anyway, but still...at least right now I would rather run from it than face it and screw up....(this was just a ramble of my thoughts....)
I need to go do homework...i'd really like to be in Winnipeg right now.
I wanna go to the zoo.
Found this picture on a Quizilla quiz....i really like it...sadly i wasn't this turn out i was "sorrowful" which i am not...lol
God has been challenging me lately...this is not perticularly a bad thing, except that of course the "me" in me s it and is rebelling in whatever ways are nearest to me at the moment. Currently this is happening by my lack of disapline in the homework department.
God is asking a lot of me and I am fearful in attempting to give it to him.
I think it maybe because i am fearful of failing. I do not want to give God my everything and end up with certain types of responsibility and then screw up. The more you hang out in the presence of the Almighty God the more you see what a wretch you are, I know my nature. I am fearful that I won't be able to trust God, that I will try to do things on my own strength and then I'll screw up something, or someone, and be held accountable for those things that I do. I know I will be held accountable anyway, but still...at least right now I would rather run from it than face it and screw up....(this was just a ramble of my thoughts....)
I need to go do homework...i'd really like to be in Winnipeg right now.
I wanna go to the zoo.
Found this picture on a Quizilla quiz....i really like it...sadly i wasn't this turn out i was "sorrowful" which i am not...lol