For the first time in being grown here in Saskatchewan,
for the first time in my mass amounts of trips to Saskatoon,
I actually realized that I sorta like that city.
I was actually thinking of what it would be like to live there.
i contemplated what it would be like to go to the U of S
where so many of my highschool classmates are graduating from this year.
How very odd.

The thoughts litterally accosted me today.
They jumped on me in a mad frenzy all clawing for my attention.

Everything from living in Saskatoon to where i would by the cheapest warehouse flat so i could have my studio/workshop/home place.
As i walked around downtown and popped in and out of stores I wasn't looking at
all of the stuff because I thought i want to own it...
no my thoughts were raging with..."I COULD HAVE MADE THAT!" and "why HAVEN'T I made that!"

Everything i picked up i analyzed how i would go about making it, what materials i would need, what tools, how much time....
it was exhilarating. overwhelming.

I haven't had thoughts of that nature consume me for quite some time.
I must say... it was a nice change from the ordinary.

What an odd day.

I despise illness

It isn't serious illness...but it is the kind that can render me.....Annoyed for long periods of time.
I am hungry to the point where I feel like I haven't eaten in years yet whenever I get near food I wanna hurl...it is just so disgusting to me...and I LOVE food.
.....grrrr.....

I set foot here at this school and I get smacked in the rear with being sick, and have incredible amounts of homework and responsibility to be done and attended too.
I sound depressed....
maybe I am....

HOWEVER.....I brought back my N64 and it is bringing great waves of joy into my life. I spent the last week playing a PS2 and now I need to get used to a whole new controller....

I guess it's good that I like challenges...

Bring it on I say....Bring it on....

oh dear.....and I do say it's been brung....

I'm here....i'm at FGBI....
how odd...
I'm exhausted....
*yawn*